Dont you just love those moments in life that make you sit up and realise how good you actually have it?

I tend to have a Bi-polar outlook on life, I LOVE my life but If one thing goes wrong it feels like my whole world is crashing around me. I think this is because I LOVE where my life is at right now and im scared of change.

It has taken a while for me to settle down, after breaking up with Shane I had to re-build my life and it was pretty scary, but Im glad I did it.
I am so much stronger now, so much more independant, and I have grown up alot.
Its hard to leave behind the life you have known and become comfortable with for 3 years, but I had to do it.

Im at the point now where I cannot see myself in a relationship now or any time in the near future. Sometimes I think, why do people feel like they need a partner? Why do people think that you are single simply because someone hasnt asked you out yet?
I get my emotional needs and affection from my friends, Im rarely alone, I always have friends around me. The good thing about friends, they dont tell you what to do or try and control you!

My deviantart, Facebook and Myspace are open for everyone to view now, no point in hiding. Last time I had everything private this bitch [link] hacked me to see everything anyways. Love me or Hate me people are still thinking of me


Anyways pretty proud of my new dev "SUGARLIPS" I was gunna do another one today but I got a spot and I dont use photoshop so.. there goes that Idea. Maybe Ill draw something instead.